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Saturday, May 23, 2009
Wow! this is the greatest thing in my blog. Dash and me got an award [ well Dash is the name of my blog if you want to know why click HERE ]. The award is from Rhaingel [ www.hisrhaingel.blogspot.com ] and I can't believe that I deserve this kind of award :] Atleast Someone loves my post and I am so glad. Waa I just dunno what to say anymore! well here's the award :D Thanks a lot Rhaingel and to all of my readers Thank you :) This award is an achievement for me and Dash :)
Im doomed. Classes started last week [ May 18 - 22 ] which is really awful for me because I don't want to go to school and it is so true.
Let's begin in the beginning.. God created the world and said, let there be light- oops!, too far lets fast forward a little bit. --- Then the Chin Dynasty has fallen into pieces- Ah! Let's cut to the act.
Sunday May 17, 2009 was the last FUN day in the month of May which is the last day of our vacation, ooh what a coincidence! I was in there in my room watching TV and still thinking about school. It is too early to go in there and I don't want to go in there for some reason...
First, Because I will get so bored listening to my professors and I don't want to meet them fo now because I know most of them will be replaced by new professors and of course new lullabies. :]
Second, The subject calculus.. Yes I survived for how many months in calculus and this will be the last calculus subject that I am going to take but the problem is, I suck at math and it will tear me up into pieces. Imaging the horrible pain of that subject and I hate it!
Third, I love my TV shows. I am so obsessed in my television and that's why I created my own TV schedule and that includes my favorites including iCarly and Ned's Declassified School Survival Guide. That was some shows that I can't miss and nothing can stop me except my school schedule :(( schools are very very evil and unFUN.
Ooh! I forgot I've already mentioned these reasons on my last post well lets move on anyway. stupid me.
First Day [ Monday ]
-I woke up early 6:25 in the morning and I don't feel like it. I mean, I don't want to stand up, make my bed, eat something then take a bath, put up some clothes then go to school. I haven't did that for 30 days to be exact. I went to school with my bestfriend and we are late in our English class. We entered the room and of course orientation here and there. Boring. Then it took me 1 hour to listen to his orientation which is I am not really interested. Then the clock ticks then it's the next subject. Of course I am expecting that this day will be nothing but orientations so it's like it took me 3 and a half hours listening to these orientations. Well atleast our last professor dismisses us too early so yay! I can watch iCarly and Ned's Declassified school survival guide! This day is so awesome!
Second Day [ Tuesday ]
-Nothing special. Just orientations and introduction to the new programs that can make java applications. The professor didn't dismiss us early. Lame..
Third Day [ Wednesday ]
-Still orientations and boring. But we had a lesson in our calculus how to make a 3d box in a cartesian plane.. Of course you can do that by just drawing in the plane but that would not make any sense, isn't it? I can watch iCarly and Ned's Declassified this day!
Fourth Day [ Thursday ]
-Yay! our classes starts at 10:00 in the morning so that I can wake up later than I usually do. Yeah I am late but luckily my professor there was so kind. Then we had 2 hours break so we can still go to malls and malling :D we played Tekken 6 and hooray we lose to some guy that is really really great! I wish that I could be that great. But then, when we came back to school our professor gives us an excercise which is really nonsense and that's why i can't go back to our house to watch iCarly and Ned's Declassified.
Fifth Day [ Friday ]
-Hooray! Only three ours of school but still it's a three hour boring marathon. Our english professor gives us oral examination already and yeah I didn't do great because I am so lazy and I dunno why. Then in our sociology, our professor is like a broken DVD that goes on and on, he just repeated his questions and informations on our last meeting. Like what is your province then he will say that this particular province's specialty is this and that. Lame. Then our physics was boring. Not because of the subject but our teacher there is boring too. He just distributed papers then we will copy what's inside. We are not Caveman! We can photocopy this paper using the cloning paper tool or the Xerox machine. X-E-R-O-X... Besides it's very long and it's so tiring. But the great thing here is that we went to a mall which is totally awesome! We played tekken 6 : bloodline rebellion then I won 7 times on my opponent but I gave up and give him the game because he is such a cheater. He repeats his move several times and it's getting annoying. I hope he is happy now. Then we watched Night of the Museum 2 and it is so cool, funny and hilarious ! It is worth it to watch the movie. Then I ended the day with a smile.
You see schools are not boring after all. Because while you are learning you are having fun! Like joining in for some school discussions, going malls with friends and bonding with them, learning new things and of course making your life successful. Sometimes of course schools can make your life miserable if and only if you didn't study for your lessons and destroy your friends.
Then, after this what now? Maybe I'll go study for my lesson, and practice to make java applications? or maybe WATCH TV! :]
This is a great day, many expected thoughts happened in this very day. Although some of them hurts me so much, but sometimes I am getting used to those things so it's like, it's not gonna work for me anymore. I have so many experiences in my life, but some of them specially those that are very precious and made my happy are the ones that I cherish so much. I would like to share those experiences with you guys but it would really really take long. I have many drafts in my blog that is not yet finished and those are the posts that I am going to post later.
Because of my unpredictable habit in posting my blog here is kinda dying. It's because I don't know what to say anymore and I don't know what to share anymore. I would like to finish my drafts but I don't feel like it. So in that case, I named my blog! It's name now it's Dash! :D Why Dash? It's like hit and run, like post and share. And because I am posting to fast and it will took me only 10-15 mins to finish a post, It's all about speed. Even though I do not have many many readers, I would still like to name it. It's not really a perfect name. But after this post I would like to focus on my grammar which will help me to feed Dash with my words. I don't want him/her to be malnourished, I would like nutritious words so that Dash would be healthy as always :) That's all
Maybe you know my personality as a happy person, a cheerful, joyful... Ah cut to the act their just synonyms. Let's get this over with. Maybe you know my personality as a happy person, has this friendly and talkative attitude and maybe a little polite [ well most of my friends found me that I am polite but to be honest I don't know ]. Yes those things are positive traits that I think everyone must have but I have this thing that everybody knows that I do have this negative trait that I think I must go over with or fight it over, this LAZYNESS.
SUNDAY MAY 17, 2009...
This is the last day of the summer vacation [ well, for us because our school has three semesters which we traditionally called it as trimester ] . Here I am, lying on the bed waiting for the clock to tick-tock but I didn't realize that it was already 12 in the afternoon. But I don't care I am still on my bed waiting my brain to hatch some idea to do something fun today since this is the last day of my FUN era. My mind was there thinking that "It's still summer! We must be here in our respective homes having fun, we must not be in school. Every country in this world has summer break and their vacation will end till the summer ends. Then why do we have to go to the less fun, less entertaining, less wonderful School? College School? And I got good grades, it's like even though I got good grades , I must attend summer classes which is not really recommended because I did well last trimester." I am thinking too long and didn't realize the time, oops! I haven't took lunch yet. Then I was there eating.
-SKIP- -SKIP- -SKIP-
Then, It was 4pm then I don't know what to do. Then I watched iCarly, yes that was awesome it took me 1:30 hours to watch the movie but that was worth it, it made me laugh so much and I am so excited for the next episodes that iCarly has to offer. But I realized that Nickelodeon airs iCarly weekdays only 4:30pm and my schedule in school, 8:00-5:00pm so there's no way that I can watch that show, even the credits I'll never see it anymore unless it will be moved to another schedule [ hope so ] .
Yes I am very eager for me to know you the reason why I don't want to go to school.
I AM NOT YET READY - Because it's summer, summer should be having fun with your parents, family, cousins, nephews and all of the relatives among the world that I have. I think this is not the right time for me to be at school since I am so lazy to go there and I don't have any energy to learn something new that way. Or maybe I'm getting used to rest when May is present in the calendar. I don't know , all I really know is that I am not ready for school.
I WILL MISS MY TV SHOWS! - Yeah! TV shows. Since I got a television in my room then I got addicted to TV shows! To be honest I named my Television. It's name is ..... a dirty little secret of mine :) But the main point here is that I'll miss my shows! I hate my School Schedule to be honest, most of my favorite shows are occupied by my EVIL school schedule :[
CALCULUS 3 - Oooh The pain... the pain... the horrible pain...
Well those are the top 3 reasons. But at the end of the day, I had realized that maybe I can still do it. I am not ready, but maybe I am old enough to adjust things right for my own good. I am not a High School student anymore, I am a College student, I must be prepared for anything. If I am not that prepared for this College Challenge, then what will I be when I am facing an Industrial Challenge?
TV shows are old favorite, I'm pretty they'll air those shows again later on. Im such a stupid person that I am willing to exchange these TV shows for my education which will really help me a lot in my whole life? Come on Rex think very well you're not a kid anymore.
Calculus ... You survived the first calculus and the second calculus, then survive for the third one. What will you do in order to survive? Of course study. You are very very lucky because you have a best friend that is willing to help you in this subject that will allow you to pass this. And you have many friends that can help you too. And you have YOURSELF to help yourself.
I am so happy because I made my own problems but I made their own solutions by inspiring myself in my own words. That maybe was the greatest thing that I have done for myself. You know like, I am teaching myself and inspiring myself by just looking at the mirror and realized that I can do it really. Like, even though clones are not real, but I proved that they are real by just doing this thing.
Lately, I was unprepared for being doomed by my school but after my own realizations I think I've had enough and ready to face what tommorrow will give me. So bring it on! :]
I got this thing to Rhaingel's blogsite and she tagged me for this post, so what's could possibly go wrong? Let's do it :]
The rules are here:
First, you have to write about fifteen people but don’t include their names. Just describe them. If it so happen that someone is curious and felt fishy about those anonymous people, leave them with that mystery. Next, you have to tag fifteen more people but don’t include the one who tagged you.
Number One
I don't if you are really there beside me or maybe right there in the corner sitting and doing something, but there is one thing I know that you always do to me. You are there watching me around and makes sure that I am safe. Even in my own challenges, you are there to guide me so that I can step forward and resolve the problem. Because of you, I am living today, yesterday and tomorrow. Even though I cannot see you around, I can see you here inside my heart and for that I'll say I love you so much not because you are doing this for me, but I don't know I just do.
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Number Two
Because of you I am here in this big big world. You are the first one who gave me my first steps, you are the first person that I trusted so much that why I am depending on you always. You gave me warmth when I'm getting cold, you gave me food when I'm starving, you gave me knowledge and so that I can stand tall. Even though sometimes, you are getting annoying but I know someday that your words might help me in the future. when I got an achievement you are there cheering for me and congratulating me like you do really appreciated what have I done not for myself but for the whole thing. I love you so much and I hope you love me like the way I love you and I hope that in everything I do you are always there beside me.
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Number Three
At first, I really don't like you. You're getting angry always when I am doing something that you don't like. But now, I have realized that I was wrong, because lately I surprisingly felt that you do love me so much. Then you are there doing something for me that I really really need. I know we haven't talk so much that's why we are not so close to each other because you're always busy but you know that's okay because closeness doesn't matter because you are always close here in my heart together with the people I love, including you. I love you so much :]
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Number Four
Yes! Finally I will talk something about your greatness. You are my inspiration, really. You're not just an ordinary person, I think you are super! You always have faith in yourself. You are a very hardworking person and I am glad that I know one person that is just like that and that's you. You are always there by my side and you are eager to give rewards for my achievements. You're not just a significant person to me, you're special ;] . I know you don't like to hear me saying stuffs like this about yours but just to let you know this is the truth and one thing, I really really love you.
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Number Five
Even though you are one of the persons that I had a fight with, you are still significant to me. Those fights that we had, I am learning things that I know it can help me on my journey today. I think it's normal for us to do things like that. Yes you are the most social and I am always amazed when you are speaking english FLUENTLY. Like "do you live in America?". I am glad that you are always in success, always had a great career in your life and always thrift when it comes to money. You are one of my inspirations and even though I do not tell this words to you, I hope you can still read them not today but maybe someday and CORRECT MY ENGLISH GRAMMAR :] I love you always.
I was watching MYX and various songs are featured in the show, some of them are new and some of them, I think it's a little old. Then while I was watching, there was a song that wakes me up and made me smile. It was Taylor Swift with her song Love Story. Then after that, I got addicted on the song which means I got LSS-ed [ Last Song Syndrome ] .
As the LSS product, I created some images that has the lyrics of the song on it. Like this:
Then after a while, I think I feel that I kinda like her. That's why I created my own version of her song and the song contains the answer of Romeo to Juliet while she was waiting Romeo's return and save her. I hope you like it guys. Here it goes:
Love Story - Romeo Version - by myself
We were both young when I first saw you I close my eyes And the flashback starts I'm standing there At the front door of your castle
I see the lights See the party, the ball gowns see you I make way through the crowd And say hello, I think I know you
That you were Juliet, I was throwing pebbles And your daddy said stay away from my daughter And I saw you on the staircase Saying something and cried, and I said
Juliet I'll take you somewhere we can be alone Wait for me and I will come back there for you I'll be your prince and you'll be my princess It's our love story, baby please say yes
Then I see you sneeking out to the garden We keep quiet 'cause we're dead if they knew I close my eyes I'll escape this town for a little while
'Cause you were Juliet, You are my only princess And your daddy said stay away from my daughter It's hard for me to do this But I'll promise I'll be back there for you and I said
Juliet I'll take you somewhere we can be alone Wait for me and I will come back there for you I'll be your prince and you'll be my princess It's our love story, baby please say yes
Juliet I'll save you, just don't give up and be alright I know it's difficult, but please ease Don't be afraid, we'll make it out of this mess It's our love story baby please say yes Oh oh
I know you're tired of waiting Wondering if I were ever coming around I feel your faith it's fading Baby please hold on and I'll be right there, and I said
Juliet I'll save you I don't want you to be alone You're waiting too long but I know it's worth it Then I called your name and you came down for me I knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring
She said, I do Romeo Im glad i'll never be alone I love you too and that's really true as blue Im glad that you're here please don't leave me here again It's our love story baby please say yes
Oh, oh, oh, oh 'Cause we were both young when I fell in love with you...
I was there in the corner while I am thinking about what do I really want to be. It was really weird because it's unusual and I have no idea why I am thinking things like this and like that and it just popped out on my mind. It's like "Is this really me? or someone possessed my body to think about stuff like these which is really I do not think about." Then do I really need to think things like this?
I was thinking, the clock ticking as always, winds change direction, sound waves crisscrossed in my ears, colors in the surroundings makes everything colorful, light dashes and gives all of us a chance to see everything that is in our path, Clouds absorb water to evaporate and gives us a cold rain that soothes our feelings when the cruel sun shines very strong. Then after the rain, the Sun shines gracefully then gives us enough warmth and light for us to leave. And when the sun is gone the moon is the king above our houses, sitting there giving us a light so that we can still see in dark nights. Then I said, "They're lucky, because their roles are there permanently and it will not change forever, that's them now and forever unless the earth or the whole universe collapses.". Then I am thinking about myself again, what would be my role? What is my role here in the earth? Am I still going to be some teenager here or unemployed whatever? To be honest I haven't decided what would I want to be and I don't know either why I am in a rush thinking about things like this.
I was watching MYX, a music channel. I'm glad that I can still watch and hear my favorite music videos then because of that I forgot my worryness [ If that's really a word ] about my career in the future. Then suddenly I saw commercials about the Myx VJ's. The commercial is about what do they do, what things they always do, having fun and whatsoever. Really while I was watching the commercial, my eyes are really sparking like a firecracker in New Years day or a fuse that is really going to explode. Then suddenly, I smiled and said to myself "I want to be a MYX VJ!". I think that's a perfect job for me because I think it's a job that your primary job is to have fun! Yes sir, I was in there in my room smiling and excited.
The next day, I was there telling my friends that I really want to be a VJ, then they said "Then go audition for it or go apply for it, maybe you'll be one of them someday". Then here I am surfing the net, about some schedule for audition or something. But I can't find anything maybe this isn't the right time for them to have some new VJ's. After that, here I am posted a shout out that i really want to be a VJ. I don't know why, is this an obsession?
But in this very day, I am still thinking, but different. "Do I really have what it takes to be a VJ?" it strikes me out like a hallowed bolt in my head. What characteristics or abilities that is needed to be a outstanding VJ. Then I have rated myself in percentage about those abilities. I thinked these abilities because I think these are the things that are really needed to be a VJ. ( The highest percentage is 100%)
- SPEECH COMMUNICATION (32.0%) -
I am not that fluent in English Language, even in writing some things like this. To be honest I am doing this blog because I really want to improve my communication skills and writing skills. I know you have noticed that I have some wrong grammars here which is true as you can see in my other posts. Relating this in the VJ world, some parts of your VJ work needs to be in English and you must speak fluently. Yes I am fluent........ in Filipino Language but still I don't know any more inner core deeped words. The next thing is, I hate ENGLISH...
- MUSIC ORIENTED PERSON (38.87%) -
38.87% in a precised calculation. Yes I know a lot of songs but those songs that I know is not enough, I must hear or know songs atleast thousands I think. I know songs or artists that is really popular but what about the songs or artists that didn't clicked in the public? Of course as a VJ you must know like, every single songs and must know things about the history or the timeline of the music industry.
- BEING TALKTATIVE (54.56%) -
In order for your viewers to stay and watch you all the way while the music video isn't loading yet, you must talk for atleast the whole time and do stuffs until the music video has been loaded. This will prevent the viewers to get bored in your show. Well this might be the almost perfect ability that I have. Almost of the time I am talking here and there like I am not going to stop but sometimes I am talking nonsense which is really not good.
- SENSE OF HUMOR (35.7%) -
Being talkative is not enough to make your viewers not to be bored in the show. You must have a lot of sense of humor and at least make them laugh. I am not a humurous person, and I found myself corny which is really the truth. I was like "barado" all the time when I was telling a joke to my friends. It's not a bad feeling when my friends do that to me because me myself do not laugh in my own jokes.
- PLEASING PERSONALITY (24.76%) -
This characteristics might be one of the things that VJ's must have. But look at me, when everybody was looking at me, their mind runs like "is this a weirdo or something?" and look at my physical characteristics, half coconut head, imperfect set of teeth [has a history of having cavities when I was young then It was covered up with a thing called "pasta" and it's gone :] and my "bagang [sorry i dunno the english XD ]" was taken out when I was a kid ], thin, ugly face skin [ has eyebugs, acne marks whatsoever ] and can't stand straight for such a long time. Well this is me soo..
- OVERALL (37.18%) - and I think a VJ must have atleast 75%+ like in a quiz or exam, when you got a percentage like that, you'll pass.
My percentage was lesser than 50%, which is really really bad.. Honestly, I know saying this thing might humiliate me or somebody will make fun of me, but you see I do practice at home VJ-ing something and put me on a video. You see that really made me happy like yah, I love doing this. I know like someone would say that I am crazy or not but watching myself doing this thing makes me so much happy but reviewing the things that a VJ must have, that made me sad because you know, I am not music oriented, I am not fluent in english or communication, I do not have a pleasing personality, I do not have much sense of humor, yeah I am talkative but sometimes no one listens to what I want to say. Even my course is not related to be a VJ, I think Mass Communication is a perfect course for this job but i don't think a college course is not necessary but it might give you some incentives and priveleges because VJ Robi's course is Health Sciences or all about Health I think but still he is a VJ. But what's wrong being a VJ? The job is awesome, cool, popular, fantastic...cool! you are having fun, you will meet bands and other celebrity singers almost like everyday, how cool is that anyway.
I asked myself, If I will work now, will I move forward? Or move backwards then start over? Can I handle the pressure that both work and studies throws away from me? Do I have what it takes to do mulitasking? Like working while studying? Then I looked at the sky and said, "maybe this is not the right time to think things like this and be excited what do I really want to be in my own career" then "maybe because I saw them on the TV having fun while working, maybe because I would like to expand the field of my family, maybe I envy those people that is in the television because I want to be famous someday." But this is the main explosion that explodes in my mind. If this is really the job or the career for me, then God himself will give me this job by just clicking his fingers then I am a VJ, if not then maybe God might not give me this career but he will give me the career that suits for me perfectly. Who knows maybe higher than being a VJ, then maybe I might become famous but in a different way. God is very powerful, God is like a star that gives us a shine that inspires us and makes us do what would be the best for ourselves. If being a VJ is not my thing, then I'll look for my own thing. Around here, however we don't look backwards for very long. We keep moving forward, opening up new doors and doing new things, because we're curious... and curiosity keeps leading us down new paths. Then what should I do, then Keep moving forward then!
This is VJ Rex and I hope you like what I posted here and I hope that you too guys will open your own doors. But be careful, some doors leads you to nowhere. That means, choose the best door that suits for your own self.
